Missing You

Laughter;
A female’s voice, then the laughter again,
Lively and vibrant.
I turned and stared, sounds so much like you;
Your soft, caressing voice, and your laughter, so lively, so vibrant,
So intoxicating, and so infectious, but it wasn’t you.
It was some other lady enjoying her lover’s company.
A shadow fell across me; I felt eyes on me,
I looked up, I saw you, I almost leaped to my feet,
To shout for joy, and run towards you.
I looked closely, saw a beautifully molded and perfectly structured female, just like you…..no, no, almost as fine as you, but, it wasn’t you. My eyes dropped from hers, as she walked pass me.
The breeze, the weather, the environment, couples here and there, holding hands, hugging, kissing, all sorts.
I felt lonely, I felt cold, I imagined you beside me, drawing me near, holding me close, so close, as close as we can be.
The breeze blew again, I shivered, “imagination is no substitute for reality”, the cold breeze seems to tell me.
My ears snapped at attention, I looked to and fro, turned here and there. I thought I heard my name, I thought you called me, I thought I heard your voice, only to realize it’s just my mind playing tricks on me.
At this rate I would probably go crazy or something, but I can’t help myself, I can’t control what I feel deep inside. There’s a funny feeling inside me when I think of you, and I think of you almost all the time, day and night.
It’s hurting me being apart from you, I didn’t know anything could be this painful. I wish you were here right now, so that I could kiss you. But no, you aren’t here, it’s just me, on my own, all alone and lonely, so very lonely. And am missing like you, so much, in fact too much, or even three much.

Am missing you,

am missing you like crazy.

Love

Love is an emotional feeling,
that makes you feel like u are flying,
it goes way more than just a physical attraction,
its more of a fusion of emotions,
devoid of lamentation,
and condemnation.
Though it involves plenty of expectations,
and anticipation,
making u want to see the person everyday,
and at every opprotunity to have your say.
It takes over ur mind,
puts ur heart in a bind,
consumes ur time,
and makes u gladly spend ur dime.

Love is never a competition,
neither is it a negotiation,
its based on mutual attraction,
and unexplainable fusion of emotions.
Its neva about the richest guy,
or the sexiest gal,
it is not even about who is the strongest male,
or she being the sweetest female,
we love who we love,
cos we choose them to love.

Love is most times a gain,
but some times we see more of d pain,
whether gain or pain,
you can always love again,
just make sure u enjoy it,
never u endure it.

YOU

You are for me,
Am for you
Cos every 1 has a being made specially for him or her.
The difficult thing is not how to make you fall in love with me,
The difficult part was finding you without knowledge of whom am looking for.
But now I’ve found you,
Nothing and nobody is going to get you from me,
But until death do us apart.
My feelings towards you can’t be put in words,
I dream about you every night, think about you every time,
Every portrait I look at I see u in it,
And my love for you is increasing by every passing second.
I love you not cos of what u have got or how you look,
But I love you for what I see in you,
And you can be sure that,
You have 100% assurance of my steadfast and ever growing love for you.