Missing You

Laughter;
A female’s voice, then the laughter again,
Lively and vibrant.
I turned and stared, sounds so much like you;
Your soft, caressing voice, and your laughter, so lively, so vibrant,
So intoxicating, and so infectious, but it wasn’t you.
It was some other lady enjoying her lover’s company.
A shadow fell across me; I felt eyes on me,
I looked up, I saw you, I almost leaped to my feet,
To shout for joy, and run towards you.
I looked closely, saw a beautifully molded and perfectly structured female, just like you…..no, no, almost as fine as you, but, it wasn’t you. My eyes dropped from hers, as she walked pass me.
The breeze, the weather, the environment, couples here and there, holding hands, hugging, kissing, all sorts.
I felt lonely, I felt cold, I imagined you beside me, drawing me near, holding me close, so close, as close as we can be.
The breeze blew again, I shivered, “imagination is no substitute for reality”, the cold breeze seems to tell me.
My ears snapped at attention, I looked to and fro, turned here and there. I thought I heard my name, I thought you called me, I thought I heard your voice, only to realize it’s just my mind playing tricks on me.
At this rate I would probably go crazy or something, but I can’t help myself, I can’t control what I feel deep inside. There’s a funny feeling inside me when I think of you, and I think of you almost all the time, day and night.
It’s hurting me being apart from you, I didn’t know anything could be this painful. I wish you were here right now, so that I could kiss you. But no, you aren’t here, it’s just me, on my own, all alone and lonely, so very lonely. And am missing like you, so much, in fact too much, or even three much.

Am missing you,

am missing you like crazy.

Love

Love is an emotional feeling,
that makes you feel like u are flying,
it goes way more than just a physical attraction,
its more of a fusion of emotions,
devoid of lamentation,
and condemnation.
Though it involves plenty of expectations,
and anticipation,
making u want to see the person everyday,
and at every opprotunity to have your say.
It takes over ur mind,
puts ur heart in a bind,
consumes ur time,
and makes u gladly spend ur dime.

Love is never a competition,
neither is it a negotiation,
its based on mutual attraction,
and unexplainable fusion of emotions.
Its neva about the richest guy,
or the sexiest gal,
it is not even about who is the strongest male,
or she being the sweetest female,
we love who we love,
cos we choose them to love.

Love is most times a gain,
but some times we see more of d pain,
whether gain or pain,
you can always love again,
just make sure u enjoy it,
never u endure it.

Love and Trust

In as much as love is crucial in every relationship
cos it’s a pillar that supports the relationship,
Trust is the foundation
which every relationship is be built upon.
Pillars can always be repaired,
or even replaced.
But if the foundation breaks,
The house comes stumbling down,
You can seldom trust again once the trust is broken.
So if I can’t trust you,
I can’t stay with you.
Cos you can trust without love,
but you can’t never love without trust.
I’ll rather have a woman that I can trust but who doesn’t love me,
than have a woman that loves me but whom I can’t trust.

Our Choice

Love is never a competition,
It’s never about who is the finest chick or the best guy.
It’s a choice.
We love who we love cos we choose to love them.
Sometimes we make the wrong choice,
But we live and learn, and life goes on.
We can’t always have the right answers to every question,
But we can choose how we respond to them.
So our love is our choice.

Loving every minute

Loving every minute………of…………
The words we say to each other,
The gist we share,
The teasing and the ribbings.
The looks that transmit between us,
The coy little glances we throw at each other,
The little moments we share together,
Your warm and tender smile,
Your angelic face,
The kisses,
The touches,
The cuddles,
The……..u know,
And best of all your lovely, beautiful body.
All this and even many more that are simply unmentionable,
But forever unforgettable.
Which makes loving you so wonderful,
This is why,
When am with you,
Am always loving every minute of it.

YOU

You are for me,
Am for you
Cos every 1 has a being made specially for him or her.
The difficult thing is not how to make you fall in love with me,
The difficult part was finding you without knowledge of whom am looking for.
But now I’ve found you,
Nothing and nobody is going to get you from me,
But until death do us apart.
My feelings towards you can’t be put in words,
I dream about you every night, think about you every time,
Every portrait I look at I see u in it,
And my love for you is increasing by every passing second.
I love you not cos of what u have got or how you look,
But I love you for what I see in you,
And you can be sure that,
You have 100% assurance of my steadfast and ever growing love for you.

IF

If wishes were horses, beggars will ride.

And of a fact, if wishes were horses,

I would probably be a cowboy all my life,

But alas, wishes are not horses,

Thus I can’t ride,

But if they were;

I would wish to be the wind,

to gently blow and caress your cheeks,

I would wish to be the sun,

to cast my graze on your face unflinchingly,

I would wish to be a nightingale,

to sing sweet songs into your ears

I would wish to be your jacket,

for you to draw me closer whenever you are feeling cold.

I would wish I was your pillow,

for you to lay your head on and hold me close all night long.

But then,

If I had just one wish, I would wish for you to love me,

Just the way, I love you.

If I was an artist,

I will draw you with the best colours.

If I was an actor,

I will try to always do the right things.

If I was a singer,

I will try to find a melody as beautiful as you.

If I was an orator,

I will use the right words to impress you.

But as am neither of the above,

For I am just me,

And as I am me,

I will love you as much as I can till infinity and beyond.

My Dudulewa

I love meeting and knowing beautiful people,
But beautiful is an understatement to describe you,
You are simply a masterpiece.
My Dudulewa,
The lady with a lovely face,
And a dark skin that glows and shines,
As to be overwhelmingly lovely to behold,
And overly tempting to want to own.
My Dudulewa,
Eyes so white, wide and friendly,
Always with a ready smile,
And a helping hand.
My Dudulewa,
With breasts so full and so captivating,
Coupled with a body to trip for,
And a carriage to admire.
My Dudulewa,
A lady with a friendly disposition,
Listening ear,
And a caring heart
My Dudulewa,
My friend,
My sister,
And my lover.
My Dudulewa,
The one lady that has captured my heart,
My body
And my soul.
My Dudulewa,
My soul mate,
The love of my life,
And my wife to be.
My Dudulewa,
I love you,
And will love you
Till infinity and beyond.